Anniz___x

Uhmm..so yeah..

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 14:44:45 GMT

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im down teh ol' hole again..teh blakk, totaly blakk hole....................

depressed lyke shite!

sooo..last nite meh lil brother came home with this uber blonde tanga kinda grrl...she sleept over...didnt came to say hellow or anything...maybe shy...but WTF!

even if ur shy..i can atleast spit out a lil hellow, or something lyke tht...

they went too movenite last evening...and me bro takes home tht grrrl again...

im sooo pissed off rite noe...its teh same this day..nooooo hellow..or anything.......

well...hope its gettin better...

n im piiiiissed of cos he takes home teh grrrlss...bfore meh does...

MAN!

im way behind...

but its not lyke i can take home meh one nite stands...:(

welll....im too childish to have a relationship...jus face it...

well..i hope teh day will come, when i go steady with someone..

moving to leeds....in 1 year now..i think it is...but its a lil time left..must get a visum and everything..

ive been talking to a teacher in skool..he did hes study in leeeds..n bfore that i think he came from cambridge...

and he has said that is easy too move too leeds..so LEEDS here i come!

sum new pickies!

abit tired xuse meh!

awhh!

n i have been to corpse bride!!!

it was luffley, meh n a friend nearly cried...well..im abit softhearted..but it was teh best movie ive been to in a long time, n heres a pic of teh poster!

This sux...

Wed, 07 Dec 2005 08:13:09 GMT

Im really freezin to death..im in skool..witch sux...as usuall...

Im having a big cold..so i jus shaking n freezin meh arse off.

If u could i would have stayed @ home..but then i would piss meh mum off..and getting warnings from teacheers to repeat a year or so...:(

Tommorow its sports..n we are goin swimming...:(

Its koold in teh pool..so im not gonna swim...im gonna sit on teh side..or i will be forced in to teh gym........

I hate meh life rite noe....wish i could dissaper for a while..n rest...jus do things i want....

I have sum great friends..but rite noe..i feel alone n rejected...even if im in a room full of ppl talking to me....i jus feel...i dunno...empty n sad...

Well...i cant go on with teh writing...i will be falling down in even a bigger depression..

So im gonna stop writing rite noe...

Maybe tonight when im @ home...or tommorow..

Pls comment..it will make meh day!.....:D

About meh

Sat, 03 Dec 2005 19:10:13 GMT

Now abit bout meh self

Im called Anniz or Nemo by most ppl..so pwease call me that!

I was born on the 10th of june 1988, so im 17 yrs young..but i act lyke 11..xuse meh!

Im Emo, and if u dont lyke then leave..meh music taste is a mix of emo, screamo, hardcore, alternative, indie mixed with old skool punkrock, punk && goth music.

I'll write a list off meh music later on in this factthingie

Im born/bored in ~~Sweden~~ but when im dun with Hskool im moving to Leeds in the U.K..bcus i luuff U.K

I have a bitchy brother && a mum tht tries to please us..meh dad left when i was 4 *sob sob* lyke u care..well i had a great stephfather since i was 5..lyke meh real dad...but he commited suicide when i was 11...*soz*

Ive been depressed since i was bout 12 yrs old.. && im on antidepressants...ive been suicidal..but meh friends && the MUSIC has saved meh..from ending meh shitty lyfe...

I have sum kind of personality disorder..it could be manicdepression..cus i can be happy && hyper && the next i feel lyke shit && want to die.. its not a period or stage of meh lyfe..ive feelt it many yrs..

Maybe i seems scary now..when u guys knoe...but other than tht im kinda "normal"...occasionly i can be rad or weird.. aka. every day..

THE THINGS I LYKE

Second hand stuff aka. clothes, lamps, coutches etc. etc. etc.

Cafes

Music

Meh friends

Emos, or ppl who have the guts to be different

Creative ppl, different ppl

Getting drunk

Smoke red marlboros

Retro style

50,60,70-ties everything

Thrifth stores

Shopping weird or different clothesm stuff, accesories.

Dress different, be different, think different, getting noticed for being different

LEEDS

U.K

Concerts

Gigs

Meeting new ppl on concerts

Different ppl

Small appartments

COld side of meh pillow

Playing electric geetar

Meh heros; kurt cobain, sid vicious && river phoenix, knoe much bout em' RIP!!! ♥
...

Meh dislykes

Everything that isnt on my lyke list..almost

Ppl who cant be themselfs

Ppl whos lyke everyone else

Ppl who isnt true in their whole personality, thoughs etc.

Meh dad && meh relatives

Music♥

30 seconds to mars AFI Atreyu Avenged sevenfold Billy talent Boys night out Brookside Bullet 4 my valentine Chemical vocation Chidos Dead poetic DFA 1979 Eighteen visions Fall out boy Finch Freezepop From first to last Funeral for a friend Hawthorne heights Hellogoodbye HIM It dies today Jimmy eat world Kent Kill hannah Letterkills Marilyn manson My american heart My chemical romance My dying bride Nirvana Norma jean Orgy Panic! at the disco Papa roach Placebo Rammstein Redlipstick letter Relient- k Senses fail Sex pistols Silverchair Smashing pumpkins Story of the year Sum 41 System of a down Takida Taking back sunday Test icicles The ark The birthday massacre The black dahlia murder The clash The juliana theory The ramones The used Thrice Thursday UnderOath Weezer White stripes..etc.etc.etc.

So thts abit bout meh..

&&& heres sum pics..

Thats meh.

Thats meh && 1 meh best frnds.

Thats sum of meh bestst friends!

Meh again

&& again, thts an old pic

2 off meh best friend @ sum partie

@ another partie, think it was halloween this year

This gals i luuv to bits ♥

@ sum festival last year i think

Alcohol on the bus 2 the festival

Another friend ♥

Sum great paryppl i knoe

Cris

Cris again

Johan

Hmmm...
i can post sum more later...meh eyes hurt lyke hell noe..

Bye!

Lyrics

Sat, 03 Dec 2005 17:30:51 GMT

30 seconds to mars

So I run, hide and tell myself
I'll start again with a brand new name
And eyes that see into infinity

I will disappear
I told you once and I'll say it again
I want my message read clear
I'll show you the way, the way I'm going

So I run, hide and tell myself
I'll start again with a brand new name
And eyes that see into infinity
I was almost there
Just a moment away from becoming unclear
Ever get the feeling you're gone
I'll show you the way, the way I'm going
So I run, hide and tell myself
I'll start again with a brand new name
And eyes that see into infinity

So I run, start again
With a brand new name
With a brand new name

So I run and hide and tell myself (so I run)
I'll start again with a brand new name (start again)
And eyes that see into infinity (with a brand new name)

I will disappear

Sat, 03 Dec 2005 16:48:50 GMT

Uhmmm...meh first blog..

what 2 write...

i dunno..

It havent happend much 2day..ive just been hangin out && listening 2 sum music..

maybe ill put sum fun stuff up her soon.