Below are the 5 most recent journal entries recorded in Anniz___x's LiveJournal:

Sunday, December 11th, 2005
Sunday December 11th	Uhmm..so yeah.. .......... im down teh ol' hole again..teh blakk, totaly blakk hole.................... depressed lyke shite! sooo..last nite meh lil brother came home with this uber blonde tanga kinda grrl...she sleept over...didnt came to say hellow or anything...maybe shy...but WTF! even if ur shy..i can atleast spit out a lil hellow, or something lyke tht... they went too movenite last evening...and me bro takes home tht grrrl again... im sooo pissed off rite noe...its teh same this day..nooooo hellow..or anything....... well...hope its gettin better... n im piiiiissed of cos he takes home teh grrrlss...bfore meh does... MAN! im way behind... but its not lyke i can take home meh one nite stands...:( welll....im too childish to have a relationship...jus face it... well..i hope teh day will come, when i go steady with someone.. moving to leeds....in 1 year now..i think it is...but its a lil time left..must get a visum and everything.. ive been talking to a teacher in skool..he did hes study in leeeds..n bfore that i think he came from cambridge... and he has said that is easy too move too leeds..so LEEDS here i come! sum new pickies! abit tired xuse meh! awhh! n i have been to corpse bride!!! it was luffley, meh n a friend nearly cried...well..im abit softhearted..but it was teh best movie ive been to in a long time, n heres a pic of teh poster!
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Wednesday, December 7th, 2005
Wednesday December 7th	This sux... Im really freezin to death..im in skool..witch sux...as usuall... Im having a big cold..so i jus shaking n freezin meh arse off. If u could i would have stayed @ home..but then i would piss meh mum off..and getting warnings from teacheers to repeat a year or so...:( Tommorow its sports..n we are goin swimming...:( Its koold in teh pool..so im not gonna swim...im gonna sit on teh side..or i will be forced in to teh gym........ I hate meh life rite noe....wish i could dissaper for a while..n rest...jus do things i want.... I have sum great friends..but rite noe..i feel alone n rejected...even if im in a room full of ppl talking to me....i jus feel...i dunno...empty n sad... Well...i cant go on with teh writing...i will be falling down in even a bigger depression.. So im gonna stop writing rite noe... Maybe tonight when im @ home...or tommorow.. Pls comment..it will make meh day!.....:D Current Mood: Ppl suxs rite noe Current Music: Ppl..talking...BLAH!
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Saturday, December 3rd, 2005
Saturday December 3rd	About meh Now abit bout meh self Im called Anniz or Nemo by most ppl..so pwease call me that! I was born on the 10th of june 1988, so im 17 yrs young..but i act lyke 11..xuse meh! Im Emo, and if u dont lyke then leave..meh music taste is a mix of emo, screamo, hardcore, alternative, indie mixed with old skool punkrock, punk && goth music. I'll write a list off meh music later on in this factthingie Im born/bored in Sweden but when im dun with Hskool im moving to Leeds in the U.K..bcus i luuff U.K I have a bitchy brother && a mum tht tries to please us..meh dad left when i was 4 *sob sob* lyke u care..well i had a great stephfather since i was 5..lyke meh real dad...but he commited suicide when i was 11...*soz* Ive been depressed since i was bout 12 yrs old.. && im on antidepressants...ive been suicidal..but meh friends && the MUSIC has saved meh..from ending meh shitty lyfe... I have sum kind of personality disorder..it could be manicdepression..cus i can be happy && hyper && the next i feel lyke shit && want to die.. its not a period or stage of meh lyfe..ive feelt it many yrs.. Maybe i seems scary now..when u guys knoe...but other than tht im kinda "normal"...occasionly i can be rad or weird.. aka. every day.. THE THINGS I LYKE Second hand stuff aka. clothes, lamps, coutches etc. etc. etc. Cafes Music Meh friends Emos, or ppl who have the guts to be different Creative ppl, different ppl Getting drunk Smoke red marlboros Retro style 50,60,70-ties everything Thrifth stores Shopping weird or different clothesm stuff, accesories. Dress different, be different, think different, getting noticed for being different LEEDS U.K Concerts Gigs Meeting new ppl on concerts Different ppl Small appartments COld side of meh pillow Playing electric geetar Meh heros; kurt cobain, sid vicious && river phoenix, knoe much bout em' RIP!!! ♥ ... Meh dislykes Everything that isnt on my lyke list..almost Ppl who cant be themselfs Ppl whos lyke everyone else Ppl who isnt true in their whole personality, thoughs etc. Meh dad && meh relatives Music♥ 30 seconds to mars AFI Atreyu Avenged sevenfold Billy talent Boys night out Brookside Bullet 4 my valentine Chemical vocation Chidos Dead poetic DFA 1979 Eighteen visions Fall out boy Finch Freezepop From first to last Funeral for a friend Hawthorne heights Hellogoodbye HIM It dies today Jimmy eat world Kent Kill hannah Letterkills Marilyn manson My american heart My chemical romance My dying bride Nirvana Norma jean Orgy Panic! at the disco Papa roach Placebo Rammstein Redlipstick letter Relient- k Senses fail Sex pistols Silverchair Smashing pumpkins Story of the year Sum 41 System of a down Takida Taking back sunday Test icicles The ark The birthday massacre The black dahlia murder The clash The juliana theory The ramones The used Thrice Thursday UnderOath Weezer White stripes..etc.etc.etc. So thts abit bout meh.. &&& heres sum pics.. Thats meh. Thats meh && 1 meh best frnds. Thats sum of meh bestst friends! Meh again && again, thts an old pic 2 off meh best friend @ sum partie @ another partie, think it was halloween this year This gals i luuv to bits ♥ @ sum festival last year i think Alcohol on the bus 2 the festival Another friend ♥ Sum great paryppl i knoe Cris Cris again Johan Hmmm... i can post sum more later...meh eyes hurt lyke hell noe.. Bye! Current Mood: artistic Current Music: The clash
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Saturday December 3rd	Lyrics 30 seconds to mars So I run, hide and tell myself I'll start again with a brand new name And eyes that see into infinity I will disappear I told you once and I'll say it again I want my message read clear I'll show you the way, the way I'm going So I run, hide and tell myself I'll start again with a brand new name And eyes that see into infinity I was almost there Just a moment away from becoming unclear Ever get the feeling you're gone I'll show you the way, the way I'm going So I run, hide and tell myself I'll start again with a brand new name And eyes that see into infinity So I run, start again With a brand new name With a brand new name So I run and hide and tell myself (so I run) I'll start again with a brand new name (start again) And eyes that see into infinity (with a brand new name) I will disappear Current Mood: blah Current Music: 30 seconds to mars - end of the begining
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Saturday December 3rd	Uhmmm...meh first blog.. what 2 write... i dunno.. It havent happend much 2day..ive just been hangin out && listening 2 sum music.. maybe ill put sum fun stuff up her soon. Current Mood: cold Current Music: Chiodos
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